Anyhow, I am excited about the photos from last night and nervous about the upcoming phases.
I did experience something akin to jealousy which made me laugh because there is another woman he has or had been talking to about this and it made me feel oddly territorial. It this relationship simulation bleeding into emotional territory? I don't understand my response to the other woman being interested thing, but I guess it makes the relationship a little more real.
Another funny thing was that I listening to him on the phone referring to me as his conceptual girlfriend. I refer to him as my future ex husband. Aw, pet names already.
Doing this is exciting in many ways and I can see feeling left with a void when it's over.